Why Some Autistic People Will Not Disclose They Are Autistic (Even to Avoid Communication Struggles)
“Why don’t you just tell us you’re autistic?”
I’ve had a few well-meaning neurotypicals ask me this question on posts where I give examples of how difficult it is for autistic people to navigate neurotypical conversations and social expectations.
The logic is, “If you tell us, we’ll know and understand your behavior.”
*wince* Yikes! That actually makes me want to jump into a hole and pull the opening in with me.
Here’s why it’s not that simple:
1) We mask to survive. Taking that mask off and telling you means we pretty much have to trust you with our lives.
2) We don’t usually know who has good or bad intentions, and it’s like a really bad game of roulette to let you know. Heads, we’ll become besties, tails, we’ll wake up in the hospital from a beatdown (and every possibility in between). There are people who HATE us.
3) If your nephew is autistic, you might think you know what being autistic looks like, and if we don’t match your expectations, you may not believe us and say so.
4) We just don’t have the energy. Trying to explain how our brains work while there’s already a misunderstanding brewing between us is a really bad idea all around.
The way I see it, autistic people have to “come out” like an LGBT person. It’s a huge and terrifying risk for some of us. Depending on where we live, who we’re around, the environment, the mood, etc., the response from others can go in any one of a million different directions.
I’m open about it. I choose to take the risk every day, and while I don’t feel like I have to look over my shoulder because of it, there are people in my own FAMILY who still don’t believe me and have mistreated me because of it, so, it could be even more of a risk with a stranger.
And this is why we don’t “just tell” you in order to avoid social miscommunication. Most of the time, it just won’t work that way at all.
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The best way to improve communication with your autistic loved one is to understand how your autistic loved one’s mind works! Intentions, motivations, and personal expressions (facial expressions or lack thereof, body language, etc.), are often quite different in autistic people than they are in neurotypical people.
Experience a better understanding of your autistic loved one by reading books about life from an autistic perspective as well as stories that feature autistic characters. You’ll have so many “Ah ha!” moments and start seeing your autistic loved one in a different light (and you’ll have a better understanding of their behaviors, which you may have been misinterpreting up until now).
Books I recommend for a better understanding of your autistic loved one:
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